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Audrey Parker

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Aug. 1st, 2037 04:08 pm
27yrsandwelldoitallagain: Haven, Who am I, No really. (Haven is always there inside you)


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CHARACTER NAME: Audrey Prudence Parker
CHARACTER SERIES: Haven

[ STATS ]
Age/Sex/Gender: 500+ 2 Appears in her 30's
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Skin-tone: Cream
Height: 5' 4"
Build: Slim

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Jul. 31st, 2037 05:03 pm
27yrsandwelldoitallagain: (Classic Beauty [ with such sad lonely ey)
AUDREY PARKER



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[ BASICS ]

Age: Appears in her 30's
Sex/Gender: Female
Height: 5' 4"
Weight: 120 lbs (approx.)
Build: Slim

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Jul. 30th, 2037 05:15 pm
27yrsandwelldoitallagain: Cards (Show your hand)


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I'm a big fan of constructive criticism and shared opinion to make writing as a group, or pair, always getting better, bigger and more beautiful. We used to rock this in big groups during my bachelors and masters for both fiction and non-fiction writing.

Any questions, comments, or concerns with how I play Audrey Parker?

Please tell me how I'm doing!
But I'm starting to believe
Oh, I'm starting to believe
That this could be the start
of something good




Audrey isn't paying it any mind when the heavy, night dark shifts




and slips, slowly, softly, sideways.
Into sunlight and hardwood.
A padded chair.




Into the gentle tapping of a pen.
Then, writing. Pausing. More writing.

Impatient nerves, that are edged with a bubble of excitement at every just barely leveled glance toward the door in front of her under her brim. Something about the last few days. It's left her charged. The days all the paperwork on her desk are about. Long days. Confusing Days. Weird days. Complicated families and friendships. Strange things. But it's lead around to this.

This sparking lightness. The necessary levity.

The bouncing need for the right person to come in the door.



This is gospel, for the fallen ones
          Locked away in permanent slumber

            Assembling their philosophies
                       From pieces of broken memories








{ volume i } { volume ii } { volume iii } { volume iv } { volume v }

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This is gospel, for the fallen ones
          Locked away in permanent slumber

            Assembling their philosophies
                       From pieces of broken memories








{ volume i } { volume ii } { volume iii } { volume iv } { volume v }

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DIG UP HER BONES
             but leave the soul alone

LET HER FIND A WAY
to a better place





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About You & Audrey )

A preview of Audrey's memory troubles:




Also, a never-ending warning for this gorgeous problem:
Better with you
Better with you
Better with you
This hell feels better with you


~



This day is like yesterday, and the day before, and the day before that. Her horseback riding lessons happening in the mornings, and the days are whiled away with no books, no entertainment, no employment, no distraction. The same as every single day for the last two months. It's a listless existence with no purpose.

There is, Audrey supposes, one single upside, while she spins the ring on her finger (the one she can't quite ever fully adjust to having on it; can't forget is there), and it's that the hands in the mirrors and windows are gone. In the end they hadn't been worth any real terror or concern. A benign trick of light and image that no one could explain or effect, but could not actually affect them or even force them to look at.

She almost misses it, strange as it was. At least it was something happening.
Something to cut through the absolute unchanging nature of this place.

Another day draws towards a close, and it's normal at this point: how exhausting monotony can be, how relieving going to sleep and putting away one more endless, unchanging day. It's easy to slip, silently and smoothly away, almost as soon as her cheek touches the pillow. Habit more than hope. Another box that is checked at the end of all the few boxes to check each day in this place.

Everything that is until the world rolls slowly and softly into vibrant colors.

The sharp, deep green of trees. And a grey impending sky all around. The sudden sound of two voices speaking, that collapsed with a turning confusion, into a woman with blonde hair and a man in a plaid shirt packing themselves into a car, while she rocked on the balls of her feet. Hands in her own pockets.

A feeling of. Guilt. Weight. Inevitability. Hope. Doubt. Acceptance. Uncertainty. Ownership.
It's a press of heavy stones, pulled from the salted sea air she smells on every breath.

But as if there were no words left to say.

(Had there been words said?
Had they all spoken, and she'd just now forgotten?)

Her hands in her pockets as the car starts, and they drive away. Without a word to her either, and Audrey turned, adrift, looking to her side, where she suddenly saw Nathan. Beside a large old, but almost stunningly, blue truck. Writing something onto a notepad. As though he didn't know she was there.

No. No. That was normal. Right. The writing.
He was doing his job, like he alway had.

A bubble of relief whispered out through her, as though she was mist and fog more than bones and skin, only for it to be eaten in that impending grey sky. Except it wasn't in the sky. It was inside of her. Inside of her stomach. Inside of her chest. Inside of looking at him. Inside of his name, his face, his posture, his actions, in her head, in her vision.

All those same feelings swelled. Some heavier. Some deeper. Some more ... electric.
Even with the sharpening weight of every step as she turned and walked toward him.
At the beginning, Audrey had woken around sunrise, if you could call it sunrise, under the endless grey haze, every day like clockwork, like someone had rung a bell next to her head and demand it, but as the days turned into weeks turned into a month now, and there wasn't anywhere specific to get to or do, no chores, she'd gotten more and more used to sleeping in and waking leisurely.

It was probably midmorning when she opened her eyes, rubbing her cheek on her pillow and guessing she had a good while before her next lesson with Adam. She can't say what exactly she'd been looking at or thinking when her gaze snagged on an unfamiliar shape. She was used to clothes appearing in her closet or coming back to her room to find something she'd requested delivered in her absence.

But she hadn't asked for anything last night,

and something was sitting on the corner of her desk.


Audrey pushed up, focusing. There was. She pushed the blanket back and slipped out of bed, bare feet padding over to the desk and its strange new thing. A brown paper wrapped package, with a string tied around it, and a small card. She reached out warily, but the card opened to reveal her name inside it. In The Host's ever so familiar script.

It felt queer, which was probably dumb, right? Even if he had filled the whole house for all of them. But there hadn't been things that looked like gifts. Even something as small as this. Audrey picked it up. The package fitting neatly on the palm of her hand. She held on to it with those fingertips and tugged off the string. She dropped that on the desk and went at the paper.

Inside of it sat a small ring box, which she flipped open, to discover, as was predictable by the box, if just as baffling, a ring. No less confusing, but simple and beautiful. Gold, with a design of diamond shapes at the front for display, and small circular shapes inside the diamonds.

Audrey stared at it foreignly, at a full loss why their Host would have given her a ring. She hadn't felt the need to wear any extra ornamentation during these days and weeks, except to more formal occasions when it was left out, with a dress for her. Yet, she could barely drag her eyes from it to look around her. The rest of her room looking the same. Bearing no more clues than it ever did. Her eyes going back.

She pulled it from the soft bed it was nestled in, looking at it between her fingertips. She held the ring up to the light of, well, the haze of midmorning streaming in her gauze curtained windows. No engraving. This was all so very strange, and yet, with no one there, even as she looked toward her door, she turned it over, giving it another look, and tired it on a finger.

A perfect fit.

Huh.